why would i play you? bitch i made you.

you know what conclusion i've recently come to? sometimes the people that are supposed to be there for you the most aren't ever there, and never will be. i know that this is all comin from left field, but bare with me for a minute. say for example i call you my brother. now, its not a real blood relationship, but blood wouldn't make us any closer. throughout this whole friendship, i was always there when you needed somethin, regardless as to if i had it to give or not. now that goes for everything, money, support, a lil advice here or there, a job. you know, just the necessities for an adolescent to support a lifestyle that they couldn't afford to live. like on some real shit when i first met this person, they was the weirdest nigga i had ever known. im talkin bout a straight up loser who had to be in before the streetlights came on. over the years i helped out wit ya shit, even when nobody on the block respected you. i built the whole fuckin swag you got now, and your head is so fuckin clouded with stupidity that you dont even realize it. now if this were any average person, they would get fed up with the lack of grattitude they were receiving, especially considering the fact that they weren't there for you, not even for the little things (like proms and whatnot). what if, on YOUR GIRL'S birthday, i spent more money then i did for my own damn girl. or maybe even the time when i was more than willing to ride for YOUR family that i didnt even know, even though you wouldn't ride for mine, or yours for that matter. i just think its crazy that the people that you look out for always find a way to screw you over in the long run. that can mean a lot of things, such as actin brand fuckin new cause a nigga's tryin to further his education, or leavin the same person hung out to fuckin dry at a bus stop on the opposite side of the city in the fuckin cold. if shit was bad in your world, i tried to help out. i never got that in return. nigga, you fucked around wit the girl that you knew i had the most fuckin feelings for besides my mom and sister, and 1st you lied about it, then you acted like you didnt give a fuck. that just goes to show how corrupted niggas minds is nowadays. and i dont want it to seem like im soundin like a female, or bitchin on some dumb Myspace shit, cause truthfully i would have a lot more to say in person. and hey, maybe im not even talkin about anybody in particular, but im sure that this person would know if i was...